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StellarWind Elsydeon ([personal profile] stellarwind) wrote2007-04-17 01:20 am

Sleepless.

Can't sleep again. And really wish I could.

Every once in a while it happens. I'm feeling some kind of basic, internal disquiet. I could be tired as hell one moment, then leave the computer, try to crash. a few minutes later I'm tossing and turning for an hour or so, because I can't seem to actually fall asleep. And when I'm just randomly lying in bed and TRYING to sleep but failing, my mind is assaulted by a million and one different thoughts, none of which particularly productive or helpful, which ends me losing even MORE sleep.

I hate nights like that. Because I usually still am tired as all hells. And nothing seems to help, too.

... Someone turn off reality. I'm too tired to handle it now. Much too tired.