First Update In Bloody Ages.

[stellarwind]

No, I'm not dead. And I didn't forget about this place. I just didn't have feel like posting, for some reason. Or couldn't formulate my thoughts in a way that's ordered enough to post something coherent and clear.

... Actually, I still can't. But what the Hades. I might bloody well try.

My life so far is a large concentration of absolutely nothing. I have one of those annoying fluctuating creative phases - EG sometimes I feel like I have to draw or write something, but whether I MANAGE to draw/write anything depends on a rapidly fluctuating art block which is slowly driving me crazy. It goes up and down like a frelling yo-yo. For some bizzare reason I started reading "Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance". Rather odd, yet interesting.

I started writing a PokeMon fanfic. Which unfortunately ended before it began because of something i really hate that happens. Lack of ideas. -_-

And there are times lately in which I'm not feeling particularily inclined to deal with anything.

Bah. I suppose it's just another random phase.

Comments

[maniackatie.livejournal.com]

I can relate with the 'lack of ideas' feeling. I've been trying to write a new Pokemon story for ages, or at least continue a previous one, but the second I open the document to start my mind goes blank. It's like I semi-had ideas beforehand, yet I forget the 'em when it really comes down to writing something. Even my "Random Stories" file - a document on my computer that's kinda like a diary, yet it's filled with random stories that I come up with - has been dead for the past few months, and that thing's supposed to be RANDOM! I did manage to write that KWH fic, but it wasn't really structured like a regular story; it was more just for fun.

Meh. Even if I seem like I have ideas for the RPs right now, I'm really just working off plans I've had for ages. In truth, I can't think up anything new, which is exactly why the KWH RP's probably not gonna be continued for a few days now *sowwy!* ^^;

Ah well... life goes on. Since this has happened before, it probably is correct to call it a phase. Just gotta find some inspiration I guess. Easier said than done, yeah, but it can hit at the oddest moments ;)