Gods I hate these fluctuations.
Jan. 23rd, 2012 12:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stellarwindI have no adequate way to describe how I'm feeling right now. But I can say one thing, it's not fun.
I feel... Hollow. Alone, even though I know I'm not - and even that knowledge feels hollow.
But I can't seem to help it.
This happens quite a bit lately. Not all the time - it comes and goes, fluctuates like crazy. I've been feeling this more and more lately, though... Especially at nights. This is quite a terrible timing for me to feel this way, too - with an exam period bearing down on me and assignments to do and whatnot. And yet...
sigh.
Yeah. I don't really know what the purpose of this entry is, really. I guess I'm just venting.
I feel... Hollow. Alone, even though I know I'm not - and even that knowledge feels hollow.
But I can't seem to help it.
This happens quite a bit lately. Not all the time - it comes and goes, fluctuates like crazy. I've been feeling this more and more lately, though... Especially at nights. This is quite a terrible timing for me to feel this way, too - with an exam period bearing down on me and assignments to do and whatnot. And yet...
sigh.
Yeah. I don't really know what the purpose of this entry is, really. I guess I'm just venting.
