Sigh...

In memory of what could have been and would never come to pass.

It's been almost two months, and still, /she/ clings to my mind. We've cut all contact between us, and yet... At times I wonder, is she as haunted by memories as I am? Is she happy to be 'rid' of me completely, or has she already forgotten?

I'm an emotional wreck. Still.

In a state of flux.

So, we've got a war on our hands.

Well, it's not official yet. The sad fact remains though, that the only thing that's stopping this from being a real war is the officialities and technicalities. The situation's been going from bad to worse for the past few hours - Soldiers getting kidnapped on the northern border, other people getting killed, great insanity on a stick.

Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyep. And here I was thinking that *I* had problems. -_-

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And my emotional chaos is getting worse from day to day for some reason. But at least this day started out nice. I caught a bus to the base and ran into someone that I rather like and don't get to see too often (she's in a different wing). We spent the journey to the base together. It was... fun. ^^ But still, I can't get over the great emotional chaos. And I really wish that a certain Ebi was on right now. >_>

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Also, more PokeMon Diamond and Pearl information was released. And dog, those new legendaries look farkin' sweet. In an alien sort of way. And they control time and space. Wheeee. I'm willing to bet that the third legend for this series is a dimension-warping Kaiju. Torima, anyone? ^^;